Last night as I prayed, I got pretty upset and said, "God, look! After all I've done, I get '****' flung at me in return by the same people I'm trying to help."
And God showed me Jesus with people holding on to His arms, pushing Him against the cross and raising the hammer to drive the nails into His wrists, and said, "Gillian, look! After all Jesus has done, He gets nailed to the cross by the same people He came to save."
What can you say to a response like that, except to bow down and worship Him for His act of Love?