I think I finally realise something... and that will help me understand why I'm so cranky and tired and out-of-sorts lately.
Life has become no fun.
Early in the year, I made resolutions. I solidified goals. I prioritized relationships.
And so I concentrated harder on my volunteer work, I set aside time for friends and family, and I re-arranged and schedulised non-stop.
I'm achieving more than ever, but along the way life has lost its savour. I'm so busy trying to make sure I don't waste a single moment that I don't enjoy any moment at all!
I knew something was wrong when I began dreading the things that I should be looking forward to. I knew something was wrong when meeting up with people became a 'chore' rather than a joyful event. I knew something was wrong when I couldn't dredge up a mediocum of excitement, fervour and zest.
Now that I know, moving forward, I think this is what I want to do - Rest. Have fun. Play. Laugh. Forget schedules. Enjoy life. Sing. Dance. Read. Laze. Relax!!!!!!
I've forgotten the meaning of those words.